Pathos Qua Nous - Feeling Insofar As Mind

"Without a Mind, How Can I Feel?"
My name is Devin Kruljac. I love to read and write. I often keep a pen with me at all times for this reason. Sometimes I'll have a thought summarized in one sentence, sometimes it'll be more--emotion comes in a similar fashion for me. I am a simple person--insomuch as to say that it isn't hard to see what kind of person I am. I am opinionated but soft spoken. Some people say I care too much--I'd rather that than care too little. I say I think too much--I'm okay with that for the most part. I am feeling insofar as mind; and I hope you will come to understand what that means.

Listening to Rain Underwater

Went skinny dipping not too long ago. I can’t believe I haven’t done it once before.

It was quickly growing cloudy and the sun had been blocked though the water was still decently warm. All of a sudden it began to pour. As I watched the water’s surface, I sank down low to level my eyes with it, seeing the drops and tiny pinpoint splashes each rain drop had left. I held my breath and went under.

As I curled into a fetal position, I heard the rain above as it echoed throughout the water. My eyes were closed and I had forgotten entirely for a simple moment that I was holding my breath. It was like white noise and in the midst of it I could hear the slow thud of my heart beat.

As I sprang up from the water’s surface, I couldn’t help but do it all over again. It was such an amazing calm. It was like another form of meditation all together. It happened for less than a minute each time, but each minute was enough to make me feel alive and relaxed.

I suggest everyone, at one point in their lives, does this. You won’t regret it.